RaiNinMisT

Earthquake or not >_< Sooner it happens better it'll be because the more the earthquake takes the worser it'll get D: Living on the Hayward fault line not the smartest idea just seeing a episode that included a earthquake killing the 3 sibling's parents and getting separated >_< im scared so Earthquake, u gonna strike or not the longer u don't happen the more miserable we get just like in a war the longer the enemy laggs on the more miserable it gets to wait for the attack Insanity D:! *whacks myself on head, at least everyday when im on my bed reading i always somehow imagine the earthquake as if it was happening then i'd look at the l

Everytime, anywhere i think of Travis it's like i cant not think of him ._. I try to succeed in life but really it's 10 thousand times harder with such a great friend like him.......... I'm failing right now T.T T.T i just wish he was here and i knew where he was because I've been so worried sick my feelings are numb now i cant tell if im worried about him..... and sometimes when i get so confused thinking of him i forget what i just did T.T for instance in the dinner table i sat there eating with my hood on covering half of my face feeling gloom over me and i was like..... "uhm did i just eat the chicken wing" Jess in reply "no, i did or

Sometimes i wonder how it'd be if i ever lost control of myself and turned cold hearted and betrayed my friends ._. ........... And if i stop worrying so much about my friends everyday....... Sometimes i also wonder what would be of me if i didn't have such calm reaction to things ._. and didn't get excited over one simple thing........ but i doubt any of those will ever happen.. For now and forever I'd never lose control of myself I'd always be the same me ._. and i will still treasure my friends like they are a shard of glass... Forever and always stay calm, because panicking inst good say when there's a earthquake well it says that w