How do i say it when u think ur going insane and no one understands u except for 2 of ur friends who actually tries to listen and as for the rest of them they tick u off so much u wana sucks there blood out of there throats~
Well I think that is what i mean
I keep fearing one and only thing i can never get over with ,and it's making everything change.................in my life i always have been able to get over my fears from locking myself in a dark room sitting in the middle of the cold room half of the night getting over the fear of the dark to crouching over a tall cliff for like idk and standing up staring down overcoming the fear of height >.>
.........but it just seems so that this is a totally different fear that kills my thoughts and tears through everything i've ever experienced....................
I keep fearing to loose another friend.................
but i also for not only my friends in rl, but my friends on the internet >.> i'm so stupid arent i................
it's sad i have no one to share anything with, i cant say i dont have anyone to share it with but no one cares or listens.................
I have written many more poems, but i dont think i want to shaer them anymore with anymore, but with only people who actually cherish and understand my poems, so no more poems intill i actual feel happy anymoreHe~ it's funny how i was so hyper yeserday that i was jumping around everywhere and letting out playful, and joyous squels >.> lol it was amazing tho playing for my school library regrandopening and being the first few people to walk in the new library ............................... playing for our principal,librarian,students,mayor, and Johnny >.>